(Source: mtv, via disniggahh)
Dear Tumblr, I come to you because I have no one else. I made so that I don’t get close to anyone and I don’t trust anyone and even though I don’t regret the way I live my life it’s time like these where we all need a person to vent to, but I have no one. I’ve worked so hard these four years of high school for nothing. I take pride in how far I’ve came because no one believed in me. Til this day no one fucking understands how hard I’ve worked and everyone undermines what I do. My mom is the main person to blame for this. Everytime I talk about how hard I had to work at school because I didn’t understand English she acts like it was nothing. Eveytime I tell her how I’ve been descriminated she acts like its nothing. Everytime I tell her how no one ever believed in me acts like it’s nothing. She acts like she know everything about me when she doesn’t even know my favorite fucking color. She doesn’t know how much anger I have for her. She doesn’t know how much I want to tie her up in a chair so I can force her to actually LISTEN to me. She doesn’t know how much I hate that she puts work before me and NEVER knows when important things are happening. I want to fucking yell, I want to break something I want to hit someone I want to get rid of all this anger I’ve had in me for years. I wish I could wake up and magically be happpy. But I can’t remember the last time I was actually happy. I can’t express how angry I am right now, at everyone, at the fucking world. I just can’t explain how much I wish I was dead so I could actually rest.
